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salt & slush #1 (halifax ns)
this is sarah & sonia's recipe zine, & reflecting their immersion in organic farming & sustainable environmentally-sound farming practices, it is season-specific--winter, in this case. they chose winter because there are fewer resources for locally-grown food & a lot of the stuff that was plentiful in the spring & summer has been depleted to just the items that can be stored. that means coming up with good, healthy recipes is more challenging & it can be harder to get inspired to cook, right when it's cold & you need your strength & health the most. so sarah & sonia gathered (vegetarian & vegan, or those that can be veggified with a few simple substitutions) recipes from friends & family & compiled this useful & inspiring cookzine, to keep us all in apple crisp, carrot cake, vegetable pies, assorted comforting soups & more, until the spring thaw.
half-standard * 26pp. * $2.70 (u.s.)/$3.50 (int'l)
salt & slush #2 (halifax ns)
sarah has released the second edition of her winter cookzine, just in time for...spring. but okay. some of us have chilly springs & these hearty recipes might still be of use. & winter will roll around again soon enough. this issue includes recipes for garlic ginger lemon honey cayenne tea, ginger tea, immunity tea, many different ways to prepare squash, carrot beet salad, carrot & apple salad, coleslaw, chicken soup, basic kale soup, macaroni & cheese, baked beans, cornbread, veggie rice casserole, bread pudding, vegan chocolate cake, biscuits, the perfect flaky pie crust, apple muffins, ginger bread, & that's only about the half of it. there is recipe after recipe here, for meat-eaters, vegans, & vegetarians all. sarah made me some macaroni & cheese when she was here a few weks ago, & damn, it was fucking good. some of these recipes are hers & some were culled from halifax recipe share dinner parties where everyone has to bring a dish & their recipes. there are also places where the halifax dinner party kids contributed winter-themed drawings, like of their winter footwear. the cover is a two-color print of a pie & a wintry wooded area. even if you pick it up to glance through during the summer, you will find recipes you'll want to pursue & may find yourself yearning for cold snowy days when you can stay in all day, baking & knitting.
half-standard * 44pp. * $3.70 (u.s.)/$4.50 (int'l)
scam #5 (san francisco ca)
this is a huge, formidable monster of a zine. read it & weep: 72 full-sized pages, & every single one is crammed with text & information. this thing is years in the making, as evidenced by the letters section, which is just one big letter pieced together from over fifty sources, detailing every high & low an anarchist punk might possibly face. the articles run the gamut, a million different ways of resisting the system in san francisco: recollecting the short-lived art squat at 949 market st., erick's shock & amazement that he & punk out-lived reagan, punks participating in the first demonstration against war with iraq, the creation of joey ramone day, an interview with members of the anarchy club at san francisco city college, an interview about public art with aaron noble from the alley mural project, squatting at 47 clarion, talking about graffiti with zara thustra, an interview with mattilda from gay shame (a radical queer collective fighting gay assimilation), & seriously i have only covered like half the zine here! this thing is like a tangible historical document, examining the myriad ways people can fight back against oppression & offering very concrete ideas for doing so. it's overwhelming, but in a really amazing way. erick says in the intro that he wanted to ask people what they are for, instead of what they are against. i still like for people to ask what i am against so i can say, "bumming a cigarette & letting it burn down, & communism," but in a realm beyond ridiculous jokes, this zine succeeds almost as a textbook on punk optimism.
full-standard * 72pp. * $5.25 (u.s.)/$8.05 (int'l)
scam #6 (san francisco ca)
erick subtitles this zine "shadows in the streets: the stencil art of the new argentina". it was originally published as part of the book realizing the impossible: art against authority, a compendium of anarchist art available through AK press. but this is the zine version, the story of time erick spent living in buenos aires a few years ago, interviewing radical stencil artists & investigating the political motivations of street art in argentina's fast-changing political climate. argentina faced a serious recession & then an economic collapse at the end of 2001, a result if excessive borrowing from the international monetary fund (or IMF, an imperialist bank that claims to aid developing nations but actually mires them in debt, political instability, & dependence on superpowers like the united states). people took to the streets--all kinds of people. even the wealthy & middle class rioted. protesters developed stencil art as a way to spread their political messages, because stencil materials were cheapest & most accessible. erick interview about a dozen different stencil artists about their experiences during the protests (called "the crisis," & it stretched on for several years, until the argentine government was completely changed), the kind of art they make, their thoughts on the stencils becoming an atrraction for tourists, & the political climate with the crisis over & american chain stores taking over the landscape. the stories in here are really captivating. & erick has done a great job of breaking up the dense text with photographs on the stencil art in buenos aires. i'd recommend this zine to anyone with even a passing interest in radical art or radical politics in general. really thought-provoking stuff, like all of erick's zines.
half-standard * 56pp. * $4.05 (u.s.)/$5.25 (int'l)
scrappy: a crafty zine for scrappy people #1: stitches (austin tx)
this is the first issue of niku's new craft zine & the theme of this particular installment is sewing. she opens with a few basic tips concerning sewing options, necessary equipment, & simple stitches that get the job done, which even the most clueless of beginners will be able to master. project ideas include adding closures or embellishments to sweaters (with tips concerning the knit), making a simple a-line skirt, how to make all kinds of different cozies (toilet paper, zines, tampons, cell phones--my house has a coffeemaker cozy made out of a leftover crack back patch), pillowcases, curtains, pillows, aprons, xmas stockings, headbands, lunch bags, & closes with instructions on how to turn wool into felt. all of the projects are hand-illustrated & take the crafter through the process step-by-step, including helpful hints on what materials may work best, what stitches to use, etc. all of the ideas are fairly simple because the emphasis is on do-able projects that can be completed within a few hours or a few days. this is a really helpful resource for folks who may not have a lot of money for going out & buying brand-new cute clothes or household items all the time, or folks who want to dress up the items they already have around the house. although the projects are simple enough that they seem mainly geared toward beginners, more advanced crafters can also find inspiration for new projects within the pages. & the zine itself is fairly ornate--the cover has been embroidered & the embroidery was color-copied & attached by hand to each cover with photo corners, & every copy is hand bound with very frilly thread. quite charming.
half-standard * 36pp. * $3.70 (u.s.)/$4.50 (int'l)
see no speak no hear no (asheville nc)
i am gathering that cindy ovenrack compiled this short collection of articles & questions about sexual assault a few years ago to go with a workshop she was helping to facilitate on the topic. maybe sort of a precursor to the "support" zine. it includes a re-print from "complete control" zine about greg's experiences being accused of sexual assault & attempting to be accountable, & a re-print from "brazen hussy" zine about caroline being assaulted & confronting the guy that did it, both of which are pretty in-depth, well-written accounts of people's attempts to deal with this complex issue. there is also a collection of questions that cindy & other people have drafted to get people thinking about their assumptions regarding consent, which is also included in a lot of other zines on the issue. but if you haven't seen these questions before, they're really useful & thought-provoking. this is by no means the final word on addressing sexual assault from a radical community-based perspective, but it is a resource that will likely be of interest to people doing work on this. & really, we should all be doing this work, so check it out.
half-legal * 20pp. * $1.35 (u.s.)/$1.75 (int'l)
skills (willingboro nj)
sabrina put this zine together, sending a call out to friends & pen pals to get all kinds of different d.i.y. skill ideas. i organized a skillshare conference in boston every year for about six years, & one aspect of our original skillshare conference idea was a zine: all the workshop organizers would make zine pages explaining their skills to people, which they would turn into an organizer who would compile them into a zine that could be given away free to conference attendees, so everyone could have a written records of the various skills taught at the conference, to reference later, or to get ideas from workshops they weren't able to attend. that is kind of what this zine does, & the skills enclosed cover the gamut, from seed starting to making your own butter & cheese to stress relief ideas. each idea is explained step-by-step, with illustrations where applicable, & contact information is provided for all contributers, in case you want to get in touch & swap techniques or ask for more guidance. a complete list of all the skills covered: making butter, making compost tea (plant food), making lebneh & paneer cheeses, making play-doh, seed sprouting, making knit dishcloths (as an alternative to paper towels, sponges, etc), food preservation (freezing & canning), making applesauce, creating a baking soda & vinegar volcano, & stress relief techniques. with money so tight for so many people, some of these ideas offer really clever, simple, & low-cost alternatives to everyday staples. a tip on the volcanoes though: if you want the "lava" to be red, use food coloring & NOT cayenne papper. but if you want to make your own nerve gas, go nuts with cayenne pepper. i learned this lesson the hard way at a party several years ago.
half-standard * 20pp. * $1.35 (u.s.)/$1.75 (int'l)
skinned heart #1 (flagstaff az)
okay, wow. this zine is such a blast from the past. it's totally like an old-school riot grrrl zine from 1995 or something, complete with the intensely high-octane layout, which is a tumultuous swirl of clip art, cut-outs from magazines, drawings, slogans, photographs, all piled on top of each other collage style until your eyes don't know where to look anymore, & pasted over all of that is a lot of serious text. nyky identifies this zine as "a personal zine" on the cover, & it is essentially an encapsulation of her life story as a "mexican woman with a history of sexual abuse, rape, & mental illness, feminism & being involved in the anarcho-punk subculture" (paraphrase from the intro page). parts of this zine will likely be triggering to survivors of sexual violence. nyky holds nothing back in writing about her history of sexual violence, breaking the silence & writing about her recovery process. she also writes about being a person of color in the punk scene, being a woman in the punk scene, trying to navigate intersectionality in the punk scene, the shortcomings of feminism that doesn't make space for working class women of color, the women in her family from whom she learned about feminism, her history of mental health issues, her decision to go without medication, & a lot more. nyky packs a LOT of stories, information, & ideas into 44 pages. this is a personal zine of the blisteringly honest & straightforward variety that i hardly see anymore. almost anyone who orders from my distro is going to find something in this jam-packed cherry bomb of a zine that will speak to them or make them think.
half-standard * 44pp. * $3.05 (u.s.)/$4.25 (int'l)
skinned heart #2 (flagstaff az)
this issue of nyky's zine is a behemoth in size, but pretty straightforward in content: basically, she printed out an incredibly drawn-out & exhaustive internet exchange she had with a fellow punk in flagstaff & compiled them into a zine. it is all chronological, starting with the punk in question (names have been redacted because nyky is more concerned with "sharing [her] experiences...pertaining to racism, sexism, homophobia, etc" & "expos[ing] the mis-intentions that tend to alienate politically conscious people of color, women, & queer folks" [quotes from the intro] than she is with gossip or exposing this one individual as an asshole) sending out a message to friends where he uses the word "bitch". nyky takes him to task for it, & regardless of your opinions about whether or not "bitch" used in every context is inherently sexist (i personally lean towards, no, not ncessarily, but hey), the conversation that develops indicates that there is a lot this dude does not understand. many of us have had conversations like this with people. god knows i've had enough to last me a lifetime. some of us may have even been on the receiving end of such a conversation, being called out on sexist, racist, or other oppressive language/activity. these are the kinds of conversations that sometimes need to happen to kickstart a person into understanding their privilege & how to commit to anti-oppression politics. so the e-mails back & forth in this zine might be familiar. & hopefully they will be educational to people unclear about the real ways language can affect people. the layout is pretty much just the messages printed out & pasted in, with a few cut & paste borders & a few breaks where nyky types up her thoughts & feelings as the conversation progresses (over the course of two months!). so it's text-heavy, but be forewarned: messages have been left as-is, complete with spelling/grammar errors. it's helpful that she didn't try to summarize & let him speak for himself (in all his ridiculousness), & that she didn't try to sugar-coat her own responses months after the fact, but it's a lot to struggle through sometimes. but it's worth the effort.
quarter-standard * 72pp. * $2.70 (u.s.)/$3.50 (int'l)
sojourner (oakland ca)
subtitled "critical reflections on travel," this is possibly the most whip-smart & challenging travel zine i have ever seen. suze enjoys her travels, & has been all over the world, camping, hitchhiking, trainhopping, doing human rights work, & also sometimes just hanging out & seeing friends. in this zine, she seeks to complicate the romanticization of travel by acknowledging her race & citizenship privileges & examining how they enable her mobility & protect her even in far-flung locales where the local residents are brutalized & oppressed. the layout is a really vibrant cut-&-paste hodgepodge of typewriters, tiny computer font, & suze's amazing handwriting, interspersed with bits of cut & paste (trains, stinging nettles) & photographs from her wanderings. she writes about botched hitchhiking trips, the seedy underbelly of trainhopping, world travels with a partner, establishing connections with local inhabitants, & includes a letter from to a friend after she went to thailand in an effort to work with burmese refugees. the stories here are by turns funny, heartbreaking, thought-provoking, & instructive. i have been waiting a long time for a zine like this--a zine that takes some of the wind out of the sails of romantic, privileged exhortations on traveling, but is written by someone who obviously loves traveling & wants to be conscious of her methodologies.
half-standard * 60pp. * $4.05 (u.s.)/$4.25 (int'l)
so midwest (chicago il)
i have been procrastinating like crazy on writing up this zine because i prefer to re-read zines before i write descriptions, but it took me almost a week to read this thing the first time through. it's huge & text-heavy--it's essentially a novel, but is the true story of LB's attempts to get her life together in the aftermath of her run-in with near-death as documented in "susie is a robot" #2. this zine finds LB working at a whole foods in madison, hating her co-workers, drinking heavily, moving to chicago, still working at whole foods, still hating it, grappling with gender & femininity, trying to decide if life is worth committing to. LB's zines are always a dizzying cocktail of poignant, sad, hilarious, & insightful, & this is no exception. it's literally like sitting down to read someone's diary cover-to-cover, complete with character sketches, conversations, mundane situations turned epic, absurd developments related in a matter-of-fact tone. this will especially resonate with readers familiar with that particularly midwestern ennui that leads to us working at grocery stores, getting drunk on the porch, & having conversations with guys who have sketchy mustaches. highly recommended!
half-standard * 228pp. * $10.00 (u.s.)/$14.00 (int'l)
support (asheville nc)
cindy compiled this zine as a guide for people who want to learn how to be better supports for survivors of sexual abuse, but so many of the ideas could be applied to other forms of support too: i identified a lot of advice i would want to share with the people who support me around depression & anxiety issues. & there are also a lot of great, direct resources in the zine for people who are survivors--how to come down from a panic attack, how to avoid dissociation alone or during sex, how to develop a healthier self-focused sexuality, how to open the lines of communication with support people & give them concrete tools with which to work. in some ways, this is like a regular issue of "doris" (cindy's zine), but with a specific focus & lots of stuff from contributers. folks, largely anonymous, wrote to cindy with their stories of abuse, assault, supporting loved ones, fucking up at supporting loved ones, learning how to take care of themselves. there is a lot of good information about consent, triggers, identifying dissociation, active listening, hotline numbers, & a brief bibliography for people who want to learn more. a lot of respect is paid to all the differing experiences of abuse (including male survivors) & the different ways healing might manifest itself (working through rape fantasies, feeling especially compelled toward monogamy or non-monogamy, etc). i can't stress what an important resource this is to all people: people who have needed support around any issue, & the people who want to offer support. but it is a challenging read. cindy asks the reader to take care of him/herself while reading & i stress it too. it took me two months to get through it just to write it up for my distro.
half-standard * 68pp. * $4.35 (u.s.)/$5.95 (int'l)
susie is a robot #2 (chicago il)
this is a zine LB made when she came down with some horrible & mysterious illness no doctors could seem to diagnose. she was in the hospital for a long time & eventually found out she had a pretty rare infection that led to more & more infections & sicknesses, but before she was getting the right treatment, she thought she might be dying. & so this zine is made up of letters she wrote to people in her life, old friends, former tormentors, family, etc, telling them the things she wanted to tell them before she died. it also documents her time in the hospital & the time after she got out when she had to take lots of antibiotics & try to recuperate. i've never really read a zine like this before, the perspective of a person who briefly thought she might really die. it's incredibly emotional & sometimes makes me hate the mainstream health care system a lot. it makes me wonder who i would write to & what i would say if i thought i was dying. it stayed with me for a long, long time after i read it, turning itself around & around in my dreams. wow.
quarter-standard * 104pp. * $2.55 (u.s.)/$3.75 (int'l)
susie is a robot #3 (chicago il)
LB also writes the zine "truckface," but these two series are pretty different from each other. "susie is a robot" is more serious & more personal. this particular issue is mostly about different kinds of abuse & the cycle of violence it creates. LB writes about finding out that the person who assaulted her & went on to assault at least one other woman is back in the city & living a few blocks away, & dovetails her guilt for not turning him in with stories of the way her father abused her & her brothers when they were kids, & the toll some of those experiences have taken on her brothers. she writes about turning to alcohol & wondering if its self-medicating properties are creating another avenue for self-destruction. she writes about riding bikes drunk with a friend, flipping over the handlebars, & breaking her arm. the stories jump around a lot, from things that happened the night before to things that happened twenty years ago, but everything is tied together with this theme of "this happened & we need to find ways to take care of ourselves" that is pretty affirming. it is almost sort of in the spirit of the good, raw, personal zines of the riot grrrl days, not trying to sugar-coat anything or craft real-life experiences into some sort of non-threatening creative non-fiction. it's possible that some of the contents could be triggering for survivors, so take care & maybe try to follow LB's advice for avoiding panic attacks toward the back of the zine. pretty text-heavy, a mix of computer layout & old-school busted-down typewriters, with illustrations from 40-year-old yearbooks & LB's patented cracked-out illustrations. LB is one of my favorite writers & all of her zines are highly recommended.
quarter-standard * 104pp. * $3.05 (u.s.)/$4.25 (int'l)
telegram ma'am #14 (lindsay on)
this small zine is pretty much entirely about maranda's struggle with bipolar disorder, & she writes that she suspects she is in the midst of a manic episode as she makes it. she writes about the different illnesses she struggles with (including anxiety, obsessive compulsive disorder, hallucinations, etc), what triggers them, how they manifest themselves in her life, & how they impact her relationships with people. she writes about trying to find a decent therapist & experiences in hospitals, trying to get health care providers to understand what is going on with her mental health. a zine entirely about a person's experience of mental illness runs of the risk of having a self-justifying tone, a kind of "look how hard things are for me, look how sick i am" vibe (& i say that from personal experience; i know how hard it is to write about mental illness without striking a sour & whiny note). maranda's writing is really clear & straightforward, & it's really refreshing & interesting to read the details of someone's experience, including the parts that may be difficult to admit. maranda includes a list of potentially troublesome things she has done under the influence of mental illness, including destroying years' worth of journals. she writes about the role journaling plays in her life, what her journaling process is like, & what inspired her to destroy her journals (always fascinating for me, as i too am a compulsive journaler). the entire zine is blocks of text pasted over pages from vintage do-it-yourself handyman books, printed on purple paper. there's a lot of charm in its directness & honesty.
quarter-standard * 24pp. * $2.35 (u.s.)/$2.75 (int'l)
toothworm #1 (houston tx)
emmalee used to make a zine of a different name & has played in several bands that i really, really like (& that you probably really like too if you know about them). this is her newest zine endeavor, created after she moved to bloomington & i asked her, "so, are you still making zines?" & she said, "huh. i really should." the covers are printed on stripey pink, green, & cream-colored paper so they look really fancy. inside there are instructions on accomplishing chord changes, finger-picking on guitars, & recording on a four-track, plus a fairly comprehensive elementary list of tips for nipping sexual assault & sexually coercive behavior in the bud. there are also short typewritten stories & re-prints of letters about things like emmalee's attempts to remember the details of her mother's life (her mother passed away), her relationship with her teeth, her attraction to feminist-tinged literature about growing up & approaching adulthood, make-outs & sex-positivity & trying to understand the way that the lingering specter of sexual violence haunts female-bodied people, & more, interspersed with drawings & collages that remind me a lot of some stuff in "invincible summer" (animals, cryptic phrases, etc). this zine reminded me of the way i wish i could make zines sometimes, putting little scraps of stories together & not being such a perfectionist, laying stuff out in the middle of the night after too much coffee or maybe beer, just wanting to MAKE something that tells a little bit of what's going on in my head at the moment. good stuff.
half-legal * 32pp. * $2.70 (u.s.)/$3.50 (int'l)
toothworm #2 (oakland ca)
this is another great example of a zine where i really enjoyed the first issue & then the second one came along & impressed me even more. emmalee downsized to quarter-standard this time around, but loses no immediacy by working within a smaller format. the cover, an ink drawing of a ribcage with the zine title written inside an ornate banner, is printed on elementary school writing paper, the kind with the pink & blue lines. inside are more ink drawings, kind of reminiscient of LB's ("truckface, "susie is a robot") off-kilter style. the drawings adorn blocks of typewritten text covering topics like growing up in houston & living in assorted punk houses in sketchy neighborhoods there, recalling the characters that made the experience memorable; leaving bloomington & going swimming to wash away the bad memories of apathy & sloth; growing up punk when you didn't expect to; learning to live within your own body; & going fishing with her father. there are also some pretty hilarious drunken book reviews of books that sound like they are worth reading. the whole zine has the feeling of a pretty flower growing through a crack in a busted-up sidewalk--just this new, kind of amazed, refreshed feeling. this is the kind of zine that gives me some hope for the future of the medium.
quarter-standard * 32pp. * $1.35 (u.s.)/$1.75 (int'l)
toothworm #3 (oakland ca)
emmalee is back with a new zine & she is really growing into her own personal weirdo artistic style. the zine is mostly handwritten on what looks like scrap paper, with big chunks scratched out & re-written, which gives it a feeling of immediacy. emmalee also sprinkles her drawings throughout the pages, of disembodied legs & odds & ends collaged over photocopied photographs, people not wearing any pants & not being shy about it, & more. she writes a bit about the things she is getting up to now that she lives in oakland (starting bands, drinking, being a social deviant), worries about drinking too much & what she might be doing when she blacks out (this is accompanied by a scientific explanation--with graph--of how alcohol black-outs work & what causes the different kinds), touring through the salt flats, attending her grandfather's funeral, becoming very superstitious & possibly buying into the whole mayan-calendar-the-world-is-going-to-end-in-2012 thing (a hot topic for punk dinner parties from coast to coast, in my experience), "erotic poems," strange dreams borne of sex work, & more. man, this zine is a whirlwind. even just paging through to write the description, i was like, "what strange little nooks & crannies exist in emmalee's mind?" investigate further for a very unique personal zine experience.
half-legal * 24pp. * $2.70 (u.s.)/$3.50 (int'l)
truckface #7 (chicago il)
this issue is something of a scaled-down continuation of LB's adventures ringing up customers at "ho foods," as is extensively chronicled in her huge novel-length zine "so midwest". so if you liked "so midwest" & want more, this is the zine for you. or if you are intrigued by the concept of "so midwest," but want to start smaller, here's your gateway zine. or if you just want to read a hilarious zine--this one contains an illustration of otis redding wailing into a microphone & saying, "hey, this is the big O. i thought i'd write a song about how i don't care about your dumb groceries." seriously, LB's writing just jumps right off the page. she chronicles her misadventures in hating customers, trying to responsibly slice up meat products in the deli, getting trashed, gender confusion, her boyfriend getting hit by a car, & more--with such cathartic exuberance, one worries they may not be able to keep up if they hung out with her in person. this zine is largely about working the deli counter at the grocery store, the kids she works with back there, the sleazy manager, the loathesome customers, & the perils of coming home at night smelling like chicken grease. it's almost like a more comedic the jungle in zine form. with lots of alarming illustrations of people with snaggleteeth & patchy facial hair. if this zine doesn't succeed in making you never eat meat again, it will at least stop you from ordering at the deli.
quarter-standard * 56pp. * $1.70 (u.s.)/$2.50 (int'l)
truckface #8 (chicago il)
LB broke her right arm midway through finishing this issue, so much of it had to be typed & drawn with her left hand. but the chaotic drawings & unreliable typewriter only augment the chaos of a zine that includes a world map in which the u.s. consists solely of ohio & chicago, with new york city drifting off as its own little island. this issue may be something of a travel issue, as LB shares her adventures trying not to drink her liver to death in new york, attending a wedding in poland resplendent with alcohol-fueled language barriers, under-estimating the effect of readily-available sexcapades in amsterdam, & running away from lit dynamite at home in chicago. each section is illustrated with LB's hilariously caricatured renderings of life around her, including kids at coney island playing "marco porno". the writing itself is full-speed ahead & generally hilarious, but also thought-provoking at times. LB proves that she is writing for more than just comic effect when she ponders why warsaw might be one of the whitest cities she has ever seen, or describes how difficult it is to fit the ideals of mainstream femininity.
quarter-standard * 80pp. * $1.70 (u.s.)/$2.50 (int'l)
truckface #10 (chicago il)
another edition of the often-imitated, never-duplicated zine, this time in the double digits & featuring two-color print gocco covers with a football theme! inside are more of LB's ridiculously frenetic stories, typewritten or handwritten & illustrated with portraits that make the whole world seem full of ugly people. stories about working at a gross novelty gift store where frat dudes make crass jokes about dildos & the boss tries to pinch LB's back fat, bike accidents, bar brawls & amateur bartending, taking the train to new orleans to see the post-katrina devastation first-hand, passing musings about celebrities, sad stories about dying friends, & so much more packed into a scrappy text-heavy zine. LB's writing oscillates effortlessly between being really serious, covering topics like body image & sexual harrassment, caring about someone with HIV, or coping with traumatized relatives, to being laugh-out-loud fucking funny. a selection from LB's story about visiting a street psychic in new orleans: "'you don't want babies. yes, yes the only babies i see you having will have four legs.' mouth dropped open & i had to interrupt. 'MONSTER BABIES?' i said in a combined scream & whisper. 'no, no,' he smiled, 'i was talking about pets.'" that one made me laugh so hard for so long that my roommates thought i was having some kind of fit.
quarter-standard * 84pp. * $2.70 (u.s.)/$3.50 (int'l)
truckface #11 (chicago il)
LB has a new zine out! i really, really love LB's zines. in addition to "truckface," she also writes "susie is a robot" & "so midwest," & you really need to order all of them. she is one of my favorite zinesters who is consistently coming out with new issues right now. LB lives in chicago & is currently doing student teaching work in an effort to earn her teaching certificate. this new zine is a chronicle of her experiences student teaching in the chicago public school system, code named "adult times". LB explains that the chicago public schools are very segregated along race & class lines, & the quality of students' education suffers for it (still, in the year 2008). she writes about working with differently-abled kindergarteners & tough teenagers who managed to be passed from grade to grade, never knowing how to read. she addresses the complications of being a white student teacher in schools where most other white teachers are openly racist against students. she writes about students being criminalized when they come to school, resulting in an enormous fight at a high school where she taught, culminating in a few dozen arrests of students. she writes about struggling to teach the students curriculum approved by outsiders that the students find demeaning, trying to encourage her students to continue coming to school, trying to esstablish a rapport with them across the lines of race, class, & authority. i think LB has been a little concerned that the zine community will be wary about this issue, because it's about working & teaching more than it's about drunk bike rides & pantsless wrestling matches (though there is some of both, really), & it drops some harsh reality on people who want to pretend that racism is dusty & vanquished relic. but holy fuck, i think this zine is great & you should order it right now.
quarter-standard * 112pp. * $3.55 (u.s.)/$4.75 (int'l)
truckface #12 (chicago il)
attention aspiring, current, & former teachers & pedagogues: you need to read this zine! LB has written another issue documenting her experiences as a student teacher in the chicago public high schools, a kind of companion issue to #11. no one writes zines like LB; she really tells stories & doesn't just recount the basics of some things that went down. she has such an amazing ability to bring the reader into the moment, with full dialogue (alternately hilarious & heartbreaking), setting, & characterizations. she leaves nothing out, not even the embarrassing, unflattering stuff that other zinesters might edit out in order to look a little cooler & more together. LB is very straightforward about the agonies & triumphs of student teaching, from her experience of constant anxiety that the kids are going to pick on her for smelling or looking funny, to breaking up fistfights in the hallways, to awkwardly running into students outside the school when she's out on a beer run, to trying to hold on these kids' attention & encourage them to complete their educations in the midst of the violence & poverty plaguing their lives. she also breaks things up with stories about hanging around with old buddies & getting drunk in new york city, & venturing out to eastern europe with her partner to visit his family & hear stories about world war two & life in sketchy hostels. LB's zines are generally heavy on the text, mixed with her incredible portraits. LB's zines are also some of my absolute favorites, because they're thought-provoking, moving, & laugh out loud funny all at the same time. if you haven't read her stuff yet, now is the time. & if you have read it, you know how awesome it is so you should be ordering this one too.
quarter-standard * 80pp. * $2.75 (u.s.)/$3.50 (int'l)
try try again (halifax ns)
sarah is the master of cut & paste, this zine is absolutely beautiful to look at, which only makes the smart, sparky, positive writing that much more fun. her pretty photographs mixed with clip art from an old children's science book are the ideal background for a zine full of yummy vegan recipes (faux egg salad! choco gingerbread!) & thoughts on knitting. she also writes about the FTAA protests in quebec city in april 2001 & how things might be different if she sent all the letters she writes (written on the backs of postcards). a person who can bake a heart-shaped vegan apple pie is bound to make a sweet & inspiring zine, & most people who have seen it agree.
quarter-legal * 40pp. * $2.70 (u.s.)/$3.50 (int'l)
up the logic punks! #1 (jamaica plain ma)
this is the zine i made while doing the writer-in-residence program at the anchor archive. it conists of 25 zine- & punk-themed logic puzzles, written from scratch, & let me tell you, puzzle-writing is not the easiest thing in the world. it took me as much as nine hours to write some of these things. but it all turned out great & the puzzles are challenging while hopefully still being fun & hilariously snarky. themes include drunken bike couriers, zinester romances, punk rock dogs, split zines, punk fest organizing, zine libraries, gimmicky punk bands, people starting distros for the wrong reasons, shitty tattoos, & more! there is even a five-puzzle "whodunit" mystery, where the first four puzzles must be solved & the information used to solve the final puzzle & solve the mystery. in addition to the puzzles, there is also an answer key & an introduction explaining how to solve puzzles & offering some helpful hints. the front & back covers are hand-drawn. the woman on the cover is NOT me, despite what everyone seems to think. but she dresses kind of like i do. (ps--logic puzzles are similar to the board game clue, except they are all done on paper, using word clues & a grid system. the goal is to utilize the process of elimination to match five signifiers with their partners. you don't need any outside information to solve a puzzle, & you don't even really have to know anything about the subject matter in order to solve a puzzle. they are really fun! kind of like sudoku, but a lot more interesting & engaging.)
half-legal * 32pp. * $2.20 (u.s.)/$3.00 (int'l)
up the logic punks! #2 (somerville ma)
encouraged by popular demand, i have written a second issue of my logic puzzle zine. if you don't know about logic puzzles, i will try to explain (though they are easier to understand when you actually have one right in front of you): a logic puzzle sets up a scenario with four sets of five variables each. then it provides clues & a grid. you use the clues to apply logic & the powers of deduction to filling in the grid & establishing the relationships between all the variables & the details of the provided scenario. i have been solving logic puzzles for over twenty years & they are a lot of fun. this zine contains 25 logic puzzles (none of them are brain-bustingly difficult, but i don't think any of them are really super-easy either) themed around punks, anarchists, zines. solve puzzles about dietary restrictions in a punk house, security culture names at a protest march, artzine layouts, serious distro business, stick & poke tattoos, reasons why people may or may not attend collective meetings, themed 24-hour zines, & the big finale: a five-puzzle mystery series involving hooking up at zine fairs, awesome tattoos, moving to a new city, & more. (you have to correctly solve the first four puzzles in order to work the final puzzle of the bunch.) each puzzle is laid out on its own page, so you can photocopy it separately if you don't want to write in the zine. there's a complete answer key & an explanation on how to solve logic puzzles for people who are new to the concept, complete with sample puzzle & a detailed explanation of its solution. i also included a few hints & tricks for successful solving. this is a zine that keeps on giving, perfect for rainy days, long bus trips, nights when you can't sleep, etc. & many of the puzzles are very snarky or include veiled commentary on the zine scene, punks, & anarchism, so keep an eye out for that.
half-legal * 32pp. * $2.70 (u.s.)/$3.50 (int'l)
we all have bones (falmouth me)
kelsey's visually arresting personal zine documents her history with ballet dancing. at a young age, she told her